Easily Distracted

Yes world, I am easily distracted from my goals - which is why I am where I am today.

Shortly after my last post I got a knock me down cold that wouldn't give - a good two weeks, wouldn't give up kind of a cold. And with it my exercising got knocked off track and lost somewhere in the middle of no where.

Followed by a trip home (always my undoing) and a wedding. Well I was ready to get back on track - except then my kids got the flu - yeah, you know the one that everyone is freaking out about? - there went another two weeks and in that time my good eating habits? = non-existent.

Yes I'm easily distracted. It doesn't take much more than life itself to get me off track.

So...

Nothing like a good kick in the gut to get you going again. Had a few visits with the Dr's this week - to find out that the insulin resistance is intensifying - unfortunately the only consistent thing in my mini-drama - and all my other health complications are pretty much due to me being overweight and the insulin resistance.

Well, duh.

Only had to give 7 vials of blood, two visits with "specialists" and slap down some money on the counter to find that out huh? I know that from watching BL for heaven's sake!

Sorry - the sarcasm is getting a bit thick isn't it...

So I am sitting at my computer after doing 30 minutes on the treadmill, a portion of which I ran and felt like my lungs were going to explode - tired - but feeling not so bad - to confess to you all my brothers and sisters.

Ain't nothing and no one going to be able to help me, but me. And that's the honest truth.

Here we go again.